Saturday, April 24, 2010

Give me something new.

I just want to be wanted...the problem is - by who?

Sometimes I want attention. Sometimes I want to be left alone. Is it a defense mechanism? Is it a cry for help? Or is it just being a woman and being normal?

Your inconsistency bleeds over and becomes mine. Your complacency irritates me. The barrier between our personalities is outrageous. And the way you only chase me when a "threat" is close makes me insane. What signal does that send?

So is it out with the old and in with the new? Is it just OUT and go on hiatus? Decisions decisions.

I completely deserve something real. Something fresh. I'm confident enough to believe that.


I'm restless, sheesh. That's the best word for it.

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